Aloha dreams

When I 5 I used to ride and play with the kids next door,
then our parents came to take us away and drag us off to school.
Now I'm done an' it feels pretty fun cuz I love to party and chiill,
but I'm about to go and I wish time went slow cause I got a check box to fill.

See I have this past that seems to last only when I'm about to go through,
I'm always late cuz I stop to debate every action that I'm about to go do.
I was in her position, it felt like mass competition, but I got shoulderd and burned.
I want her to win, but I can't give in, cause it would show that I just hadn't learned.

So I'll keep it inside and it will hide, maybe for a year or two,
untill we have the time and and I gotta dime for all the stuff that we'd do.
I'll put on an act and make it look like a fact by pretending that everything's fine,
But in my hart you have a great part, and i'll fight 'till victory's mine!