Can it? Will it? Could it?

Most likely no, no no never ever....... but why not? oh how life loves to bend me over and do things to me that are illegal everywhere but Amsterdam.... WHY?!?!?!


I know what I need, and that I can live without it.
I know what I want, and why I don't want it.
I know who you are, yet you're a complete mystery.
I think about you a lot and how it used to be.
I wonder if I could change what I choose, would I feel this way.

I know I've done some stupid stuff, but now I feel alone, it's been years since I felt this distanced from everyone I've had any feelings for. LIFE IS SO GAY!

and no, no comments on this one, sorry guys...I just dont feel like getting any more pissed...message me if you want