Monday, March 15, 2010

All My Life

To girl 1:
We were great and you know it. Something changed and I messed up and now the only time I've heard from you in about a year is because I was playing a joke.. I know something changed between us and I wish you would have been able to tell me. No I'm not jealous of your new boyfriend, he's a great guy and all and I'm glad you're with him. I know I did some stupid stuff but I miss our fun, the games you didn't enjoy, but loved to go to to be with me, I even wandered around the saturday market thinking about our trip. I really hope he works out, or whoever you find works out cuz you were so perfect, you deserve the best.

All my life I've been searching for somethin'
Somethin' never comes, never leads to nuthin'
Nothin' satisfies, but I'm gettin' close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope

To girl 2:
I doubt you will ever read this, considering the last words you've said to me. But, if you do read this send me a message back, I'd love to hear from you. I know you said it'd be best if I stopped talking to you, but I kinda miss you, it's been over a year now since you called last September. It was great to hear your voice again. I biked half way to your house over the Summer, but I figured you'd rather not see me. Yea, I've had relationships in the past year and they've been fun, but nowhere near as serious as with you. I'm sure you remember the night at bridgeport as kiddish and naive, and no doubt it was, but I gotta admit I've never been happier then those few months. And no I'm not begging for you back, no I'm not asking you to come hang out, I'd just like to talk to you again, as a friend, catch up on the last year and maybe hang out at starbucks for hours. But like I said I don't expect you to even get this, or read this or pay any attention to this. I'm just reminiscing, Hope you found what you were looking for.

All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around, and it's takin'away
Leaves me with the feelin' that I fear the most
Feel it come to life when I see your ghost

To girl 3:
I still don't understand what you are looking for. If I was there I was what you wanted, if I wasn't you went for other guys. And finally it was broken off, and I do feel bad for coming back and complicating things, I just wanted to make sure your mind was made up, and I hope whoever you choose is making you happy. Because if he isn't you need to find someone who does, I hung around your friends for a whole day cuz it made you happy that I was there, and I hope other guys want to do that too.

Calm down, don't you resist
Your such a delicate rist
And if i give it a twist
Somethin' to hold when I lose my grip

To girl 4:
Ya I loved the way I could take the upper hand, but sometimes I wish you could have stepped up acted like the older, more mature woman, you are. Honestly I'm glad you found another guy. As nice as being bought back sounds, I think you need to take charge and make some decisions, it'll help you more then you know to just get used to being the superior. It's going to be fun to see you again someday, find out how far you've made it, and sooner to see how much better I was then them :-p

Will i find something in there,
to give it just what it needs
another reason to bleed
One by one, Hidden up my sleeve

To the girls I didn't go out with:
1) Ahhhhh you played me for 4 years and still have me in the palm of your hand, I'm glad we still can talk and that you trust me. Maybe someday we can get that coffee.

Hey, don't let it go to waste
I love it but, i hate that taste
Weight keeping me down

2) You have a way of making me smile, even when I'm already having a good time teasing my sister you make it that much better.

Will I find the believer
Another one who believes
Another one to decieve
Over and over, down on my knees

3) Distance just doesn't work, so i wish you didn't move away, you were on prolly the saddest day of my life, and I thank you for being so nice and introducing me to other people.

If I get any closer, I
And if you open up wide
And if you let me inside
On and on, I've got nuthin' to hide

4) You were the farthest away and we only had one date, but that was a fun dance, and I'm sorry for how it abruptly ended, and I really wanted to make it up to you, but things didn't work out that way, but you're having fun in the sun now.

Done, done, and I'm on the next one
Done, i'm done, and I'm on to the next ...
Done, done; on the next one
Done, I'm done; i'm on to the next one

Try and figure those out :-p

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