Mustard faith 2

mmmmmk so pretty much i've been doing a ton of thinking about this, and after a brief counsling with some1 totally smart, i realized that even with all the questions about it, i should still go and to least persue it. a quote i found kinda half way motivating was "all truths go through 3 stages, first they are riddeculed, then they are fought against, and then they are accepted as self-evident" so pretty much, i'm gonna do my best adn see what it leads too... this otta be fun...